The Tired Continues

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Today was the second day of doing basically nothing and I’m still feeling drained and exhausted. I do feel better today. It helps that I slept almost eleven hours last night for sure, but I’m still exhausted. These last few weeks have just totally taken it out of me. I feel like I’m going to be tired for the rest of my life like I’m never going to feel rested again. I know that’s not true. I will get there. My foot is healing and my ankle is on the mend, so I’m thankful for that. I won’t be home alone forever. I will get to the point where I’ve gotten enough rest. I just have to be patient and stop acting like I should be back to normal already. It’s going to be a bit before I’m normal again. I hate that I didn’t write today either. Jaymie is coming over tomorrow so I doubt I’ll be doing much writing then either. I do hope to still be able to write something in time for the end of the month.

I am doing better injury-wise and the big project that I originally had scheduled for this week has been canceled so I’m hopeful that will make my life better and less overwhelming. I imagine I will still have a good bit to do this week, but that is a huge part of my stress gone and an immense weight off my shoulders. I do want to be part of the Reader’s Advisory Team, but the timing of the training sessions I’m supposed to help present have just been terrible. The first was at the same time I was supposed to take my parents to the airport and the second one was going to be this upcoming Wednesday. As tired and out of sorts as I’ve been, there’s just been no way to prep for it. My brain function just wasn’t there. At all.

But anyway, since the big, scary thing has been canceled--or at least postponed for the time being--I’m hoping that will mean that I am not so brain dead and tired during the week this week and that I’ll be able to do some writing.

Here’s hoping!