Nervous Nelly Strikes Again

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I think I’m mostly packed for this weekend. I need to take some stuff out of my trunk so that I can fit my luggage and my friend’s when we’re on our way back as well as two grown ass adults. I’m so excited for this weekend. It’s going to be a blast, if utterly exhausting. I’m trying to prep myself in advance for how tired I’m going to be though I don’t know if that’s possible. Plus, I’m not sure that I should. I may be making myself more tired just by telling myself how tired I’m going to be. I’m excited and nervous and anxious and chomping at the bit. It’s such a crazy tumbling mess of emotions for me. The last time I went was easier than the first time I went, so I’m hoping this time will be easier than the last time.

 

I’m sort of vaguely prepared. I maybe have enough clothes. I’m relatively confident in the amount of packing I did for socks and underwear and I think I have everything I got for my cosplay together, plus some extra. Shit. Except I should totally put my nose ring back in. And I should take a flash drive. God, I’ve already got a giant bag and I’m still not sure I have everything I’m going to need.

 

I need to calm down. No matter what I do or don’t take, no matter what I do or don’t do, this is all going to be totally fine. Actually, it’s going to be better than fine. And now I need to get some sleep and let my brain rest so I can drive safely tomorrow and hopefully make it through the day and get everything I need to get done, done.