Well, that escalated quickly part 2

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I talked with the jump into relationship dude a little bit, and apparently, he really is looking for a relationship. I told him I don’t think I am and we talked through a little. He’s suggested we wait and see how things are after this week since it’s especially crazy for me with the trip to Ashville this weekend and cat sitting for my friend.

 

I guess we can see. I mean, I like him, but I don’t know about being in a relationship at the moment. I was still trying to figure out if I wanted to date again, getting serious about anyone any time soon wasn’t something I was contemplating yet. I don’t think I was necessarily opposed if I met someone whose life fit well with mine and we had good chemistry, but I don’t really know this guy. We’ve had fun in the past. He seems overall kind and caring and fun and I find him attractive, but I don’t know his heart or his soul or what his goals are. Shit, I can’t say what his favorite color is. And maybe that’s not all that important, but I think the other things definitely are. I don’t want to say I’m someone girlfriend without being pretty sure that we could fall in love. I don’t think I’d want to say I’m in a relationship with someone unless I’m well on my way to being in love. And being attracted to someone whose company you’ve enjoyed on occasion is not enough for me.

 

I want to write more but I can’t hold my eyes open. I’m just going to have to give up for tonight. At least I’ll get to sleep in a little tomorrow.