Well, that escalated quickly

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I’ve been thinking about rejoining the dating world I suppose for the last few weeks, I think. I’m not sure of the exact time frame because time is too weird for that and passing far more quickly than I can keep up with. I keep wanting to just hit pause, just for a minute so I can catch my breath and calm down for a minute. Unfortunately, life doesn’t really work that way, though I did do a creative meditative journaling program with teens today that did actually help a little. I know meditating doesn’t actually pause time or anything, but it does give me space to remind myself that everything is going to be okay.

 

The original point of this post and what I wanted to vent about was the dating thing. This guy I met at an ongoing event wanted to catch up. All good. Starts flirting, great, all for it. Says he’s recently single. So I’m thinking, hey, this guy is on the rebound and that sounds like we could have some fun. Woot. I’m down to have some fun.

 

Like five hours of flirting and suddenly he’s asking if I’ll be his girlfriend. Like, woah, woah WOAH where the fuck did that come from guy? I don’t even know how to handle this right now.