float_on_alright | Too Flippin' Tired for All This (Reply)

I am so freaking tired. Just finished day 9 in a row for work. I’m so excited about my upcoming five days offfff. Like I can’t begin to describe how excited I am to have what basically amounts to a vacation. I just have to get through one more day.

Tomorrow I have an appointment with the nurse at the Fitness Center to see how I’m doing. I’m looking forward to it. I don’t know what my numbers will be like, but I think I’ll see at least some improvement for all that I still have trouble managing what I eat. I started tracking again, but then I got overwhelmed and got behind and now I can’t remember all the things I need to add. It’s disappointing because I was starting to get good at it again and I was getting a streak going and now I’ve busted the streak. It’s okay though because that is not even a big thing in the scheme of my life. I just have to get over it which I’m sure given time I will.

I wanted to do more writing but I was slammed all day at work. It felt like the day was non-stop and with the reference meeting too, which lasted two hours even though there were only five things on the agenda, I was even less able to get things done. It was a good meeting and I wasn’t bored. But that was two hours I couldn’t spend working towards my own work projects or my writing which was kind of sad.

I thought I might get to write in the evening, but nope. Too many people who needed help.

As much as I want to write now, I know I’m too tired. My decision-making skills, as limited as they are already, are completely a bust and I keep forgetting what I’m going to say next seconds after I’ve thought to say it. Every time I get a red squiggly line for a misspealling (or whatever), I totally lose my train of thought.

So with that said, hasta manana.