BINGO!

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I’m so much better today. It took 12 hours of sleep and a ridiculously lazy day to get there but I did. We went to Bingo--which was great and we won a bunch of stuff and had hot dogs and popcorn. I should definitely eat less junk food starting immediately, but eh, I don’t wanna. I do want to lose weight, but I keep hoping that I can exercise enough to lose weight without changing my “diet.” There’s a poster at the gym that says something like “You can’t out train a bad diet” but I’m not trying to get an 18 inch waist here, I just want to get down to a reasonably healthy weight and maybe have a stomach that doesn’t stick out more than my boobs. That doesn’t seem like to too much to ask, really.

 

Granted, losing fat (not just weight, because I want to build muscle which means possibly gaining weight at times) means eating less calories than I’m burning and doing things like eating 1000 calorie burgers does not get you a calorie deficient unless the only other thing you eat that day is… like spinach or something. In my defense, that burger was really, really good and I enjoyed every single bite. Plus I ate half of it one day and half of it the other! But there was also pie. And chocolate covered raisins. And bagels. And soda. Eh, whatever.

 

Anyway, my point is that I want to continue to eat trash, I like trash. I do eat some decent stuff of course, but I love junk. I also have an unhealthy obsession with peanut butter and spun honey. And chocolate raisins in popcorn. And donuts. Just generally eating my weight in chocolate and chocolate covered peanut butter.

 

I have been enjoying the gym mornings. I wish I didn’t have to go QUITE so early, but in order to get a good amount of time before work and still have time for showering, I can’t go in any later.

 

Okay, I swear I checked the clock at 1:55 and I blinked and now it’s 2:31. I don’t understand quite how that happened but I really need to go be going to bed. Night, y’all.