Can't Hold My Eyes Open

 

I don’t know how I’m going to make my writing goal. It didn’t seem insurmountable at the time, but it’s feeling a little way like that now. It isn’t insurmountable. And considering I should have lots of essays to write for Scholarship Applications in the coming weeks, I should definitely be able to kill the word goal. Still, I’m feeling like I can’t get it done. And truthfully, I know that a large part of the problem is my near refusal to turn off the Hallmark Christmas Movies. It’s hard for me to turn them off.The best way I know to describe my thing about Hallmark movies is to say that I get a sort of high off of watching them. I get giddy and feel sort of buzzed. I don’t know. That’s probably weird, but there ya goal.

Writing is a battle against an enemy with the high ground tonight. I only got a few hours sleep last night before I got up to go with my dad to the gym. I’m still in no shape to go back to working out or anything like that. I wish. I’m utterly excited about the progress I’ve made, but I still have a ways to go.

After that was the Ren Fest and a family get together.

I’ve been typing with my eyes closed because I can’t hold my eye lids open.