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  <title>Confessions of Fangirl</title>
  <subtitle>Fangirl all the time</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Kate</name>
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  <updated>2021-06-08T04:08:01Z</updated>
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    <title>Return to Journaling</title>
    <published>2021-06-08T04:08:01Z</published>
    <updated>2021-06-08T04:08:01Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&amp;nbsp;&lt;span&gt;&lt;p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: Arial; background-color: transparent; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"&gt;I decided when I was randomly creating goals in my writing dot com account today (for the first time in a year or two) that I was going to journal at least five minutes a day this week. Honestly, I&amp;rsquo;ve been meaning to start journaling and writing again. I really do want to start writing some fanfiction again. I&amp;rsquo;ve been bouncing around some thoughts in my head about Carson Drew and Ryan Hudson on Nancy Drew. I mean, COME ON. I know the show is going for the whole, &amp;ldquo;Carson will be the dad Ryan never had!&amp;rdquo; But all I&amp;rsquo;m seeing is, &amp;ldquo;Carson is about to be Ryan&amp;rsquo;s Daddy and Ryan is going to learn to be his baby boy.&amp;rdquo; I&amp;rsquo;ve been reading a lot of D/s, Daddy/boy (not so much on the age play thing, but otherwise), and dark incest erotica lately. Granted, I started shipping them A WHILE ago so it&amp;rsquo;s probably more shipping them that&amp;rsquo;s influencing my reading choices more so than the other way round. But it&amp;rsquo;s hard to break back into writing after a long break. I thought journaling might be the way to go. I saw a thing saying you could change your life in 8 minutes a day and one of those minutes was supposed to be for journaling, and I like that concept, but how much can you really journal in 1 minute? I chose 5 and my timer just ended. Anyway, I should probably have made it 10 minutes, and I did think about doing that, but it felt intimidating at the time. Ten minutes seems like a long time even though it really, really isn&amp;rsquo;t. I&amp;rsquo;d thought about doing a word count goal too, and while that might be something I work back up to eventually, I decided setting a timer and just letting go was the best option for returning. I guess we&amp;rsquo;ll see how this all goes.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: Arial; background-color: transparent; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=float_on_alright&amp;ditemid=323161" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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